Wednesday, October 12, 2011

First Meditation

First Meditation

“Live Me”

This is our first and most important meditation. We will continually return to this mediation. This is the meditation that should be the core of your daily praxis.

Part One

Watch the breath. Don’t try to impose a pattern, simply observe. As you observe, insert your awareness into the breath; deeper, and deeper, into the breath. Simply be aware of the inhale, the pause, the exhale, and the pause.

Part Two

Bring your awareness into the chest, in that area where the heart is. Gradually increase your awareness until you are aware of your entire torso. Breath into it… fill it… pause… exhale… pause…

Part Three

Once your awareness is fully on the process… pray… “Come Holy Spirit, come.”

With each inhalation, each pause, each exhalation, each pause… pray… “Come Holy Spirit, come.”

Continue in this way until you feel a change in awareness. A deepening, a fullness… a sense that the Holy Spirit is with you…

Once you are in this place… have this awareness… pray… “Fill me.”

With each inhalation, each pause, each exhalation, each pause… pray… “Fill me.”

Continue in this way until you feel a change in awareness. An infilling… a gradual sense of being filled up… continue as the sense of this infilling increases… it builds… builds until there is pressure… As the pressure increases your awareness expands…

Once you feel this expansion… pray… “Live me.”

With each inhalation, each pause, each exhalation, each pause… pray… “Live me.”

You will begin to feel the pressure lessen as the content of the breath is spread through the body. Through the shoulders, the arms, the forearms, the hands, out the fingers… Through the torso, hips, and groin, thighs, knees, calves, ankles, feet out the toes…

Breathe… and allow the sense of the Holy Spirit to wash and flow through you, like a river…

Breathe…

Part Four

As you become ready, slowly bring your awareness back to the surface… Open your eyes… widen your eyes as wide as they will go, and look around… Become aware of what is around you…

Part Five

Talk about your experience with someone. Bring it to life, fully into consciousness by expressing it in description and conversation.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Vocaulary Part One: Vocabulary of Salvation

Today we are going to be talking about the basic structure of the person, and the idea of salvation within the mythic structure of Neo-Sethianism. We will be covering a lot material that may be very foreign to you. If you have questions email me with them, and I will do my best to address them. Some of these issues may be addressed in due time in this course. If that is the case, I ask for patience. Thank you.

At this point (more because of time constraints than anything else) I will not be giving scriptural references for these definitions.

We begin with a definition of Gnosis

Gnosis:

Gnosis is the process whereby a subject comes to know an object through experience of that object. For example, I may know the ins and outs of baseball, but I do not have Gnosis of baseball, unless I have experienced the ins and outs of the game through participation in the game.

Having Gnosis of the Self is indicative of the active, conscious participation within the whole of ones being. Having Gnosis of God is indicative of an active, conscious relationship with God.

Another way we can describe the process of Gnosis, is as the process of bringing the full content of the Pneuma, the Psyche, and the Soma into the direct awareness of consciousness. We call this process, awakening.

Next, let’s talk about basic structure of the person from the Neo-Sethian perspective. There is a diagram on the blog that gives a basic hierarchical illustration of the structure of the person. Now, keep in mind that any model is incomplete, and imperfect. Each model serves a purpose.

Hyle is a Greek word that can be translated as material, or stuff. We will use this term for pure body. This is the machine. This is what remains when the Soma, Psyche, and Pneuma have departed at death. It is from the Hyle that instincts arise. Through the Soma, the Hyle is influenced by and influences the soul.

Soma is a Greek word that means body. We will use this term to indicate the enlivened body. This is the term that is often called the “animal soul.”

The Inferior Veil is our term for the place within the soul where the Psyche and the Soma are in many ways intertwined. This is the place where the Soma has direct, almost automatic influence on the Psyche.

The Psyche is the soul. The soul has many, many layers and levels. It is a complex function of the individual, and it is where the majority of the work is done. Prior to the Anointing of the Holy Spirit, the psyche is a prison. After the Anointing of the Holy Spirit, the psyche is a wonderful tool. It is in the Psyche and the Soma where we experience God as Essential.

The Nous is the Mind of Christ; it is the intellect of the Spirit. It extends into the whole of the individual. It is the crown of the soul, and it needs to be unified with the soul’s focus of awareness.

The Superior Veil is the boundary between the Spirit – Self and the deepest reaches of the soul. It is here that the Spirit and the soul are so intertwined as to be almost interchangeable.

The Spirit – Self is the home of the individual Spirit. This is the Spark of the Divine; it is the Spirit – Self that makes us the Seed of Seth. This is the place where we experience God as Transcendent. This is another name of the Autogenes, after the Unification of the Father and Mother.

Pneuma is pure spirit. There is no individuality here. This is the place of the Great Unknowable Spirit. This is God beyond even transcendence. It is the Pneuma that makes it seem as if the Spirit – Self is infinite.

Now we need to identify some aspects of our experience of God.

God the Father is also called the Great Invisible Spirit. This is the experience of God as transcendent. This experience of God is best described by the negative theology of the Secret Gospel of John.

God the Mother is also called the Shekhinah (the Presence of God; not to be misunderstood as the Baptism or Infilling of the Holy Spirit). The Mother is also called Barbelo. She is experienced as the Ultimate Ground of Being, and the “Great Womb.” A very basic and common example of this experience of God is when you touch something that is living and you feel the life of that thing.

God the Child is also called the Autogenes. Autogenes is a Greek word that means “self generated.” The Child is the natural and effortless product of the full unification of the Father and the Mother. The Autogenes is the Spirit-Self after the experience of God as Transcendent is unified with the experience of God as Essential.

The Aions (also called the Greater Aions) are the many qualities, levels, and states of being that arise out of the interaction of the Soul with the various experiences of God.

The Archons (also called the lower Aions) are elements of ignorance and limitation. Prior to the Infilling and Saturation of the Holy Spirit, these are the cosmic rulers determined to maintain control over our lives through the exercise of fate and destiny. After the infilling and saturation of the Holy Spirit, these rulers become tools and foci for the expression of the qualities and states of being. Your fate and destiny become a focus for the expression of the Spirit-Self, rather than a limitation of the Spirit-Self.

The Demiurgos or Half-Maker / Craftsman is a function, not a being. Prior to the correction of the psyche that comes from the process of salvation, the Half/Maker is the ignorant Ialdabaoth. He represents the choice of ignorance in the face of truth, which is madness. He represents the imbalance of a reactionary psyche. This is a psyche with limited and weak awareness; an awareness that has yet to be unified with the Nous. After the unification of the awareness with the Nous, the Autogenes plays the role Craftsman. He acts as corrector and redeemer of the soul. At this point, you become the Craftsman, you are the Demiurgos – because you are now aware of the work of correcting your own soul.

Okay, there is some basic vocabulary. Now, let’s get into the basic mythical structure of salvation within Neo-Sethianism.

There are two modes of salvation; Salvation as a Gift, and Salvation as a Process. Salvation as a Gift is the Correction or redemption of the whole of existence which occurred prior to the actual manifestation of anything. This is also a continual process undertaken by the Autogenes as the Anointed One; continually maintaining the balance and evolution of the whole of existence. What this means for us, mythically, is that we come into the world redeemed. We come into this world in right standing with God, or Righteousness. This is an immature righteousness, however. It is Salvation as a process, which is the “working out your own salvation through fear and trembling,” that produces a mature righteousness.

Once a level of psychological maturity has been met, when Awareness has fully formed as the focal point of the consciousness, then Salvation as a Process can begin in earnest. It is important to remember, however, that the process has been going on since birth.

Salvation as Process truly begins with the Baptism in the Essential. This is actual experience of being immersed in the Essential experience of God. This is the return to the Womb, out of which we are re-born, or Born Again. Usually this type of Baptism is necessary prior to the ascent to the Father. However, this is not always the case. It is possible to ascend to the Father without prior descent within the Mother. This is not advisable, however.

To ascend without prior descent is dangerous. The Transcendent experience of God without the understanding of the foundation of material existence (which we find in the return to the Womb) can actually reinforce elements within the soul that are unbalanced, and destructive.

This process of Baptism in the Essential is also called, “the Death and descent into Hades.” Rising out of this process is called “Resurrection.”

The next step in the process is called “Ascent to the Father.” This is the climb through the Heavens of the Depths of the Soul, which is usually guided by a Mediator (often in the form of an angel).

The completion of the Ascent to the Father is called, “The Mystery of the Bridal Chamber,” which is also called the Union of the Mother with the Father. This is the act of bringing the experience of God as Essential into Union with God as Transcendent. This is most often experienced as ecstasy, and will often include symbolic courtship, marriage, and consummation.

The Union of the Father and Mother is its own process. And in this process there is an experience of Immersion in the One, or Great Unity, where there silence. This is the experience of divine silence within the unified God. Once the process is complete, then the Autogenes comes forth. This is a mark of distinction, since the Autogenes is the fully Unified Mother and Father – which is experienced as a completely new mode of being. The immersion in the One also includes the first step of Anointing and Saturation in the Holy Spirit. This is the point of Enlightenment.

I need to pause here and define the Holy Spirit for you. There is a Hebrew term Ruach HaKodesh. This is the term for the Holy Spirit, but this is distinct from the Shekinah. It is important not to confuse these terms. The Shekinah is the experience of God as Essential, while Ruach HaKodesh is the state of being called Enlightenment. This is the first step in the Baptism and Saturation in the Holy Spirit.

Once this process of anointing and saturation has completed within the Spirit – Self, the Autogenes beings the process of descent. This is the Autogenes as Christos, the Anointed One, the Redeemer. This is the point where our perspective, the place where we view life from, has fully shifted from a Somatic perspective, to a Pneumatic perspective.

As the Autogenes descends through the Heavens of the Soul, he anoints and saturates everything he comes into contact with. This is called Chrism. The initial move in this process is the full unification of the Nous with the Awareness.

Periodically in this process, the Autogenes will need to return to the Pneuma, or the state of Pure Spirit. This is the continual process of repentance; the changing of direction, also called continual return.

Now… there comes a point when the Christ has reached the Soma in fullness. Once this occurs, the Baptism of the Holy Spirit has reached a place of completion. It must be noted that this is also a continual process. This whole thing is a continual process. There are always new layers and new levels in which the whole of this process must be experienced. This is the meaning of the statement, “I die daily.”

But once the Autogenes emerges, and the Nous is unified with the Awareness, there is a continual awareness of the perspective of the Spirit in matter. Which means that you only have to complete this process once to reach enlightenment. This new perspective never goes away. This is what I call, “Swimming in the Ocean of God,” or “Living Prayer.” This is what Paul called, “the Life of Prayer.”

Once the Baptism of the Holy Spirit has reached a state of completion; then comes the Baptism of Fire. Even in the state of Enlightenment, this is not a pleasant experience. This is the process of the breaking and transformation of those things within you that do not support the process. If you have not explored and reconciled those parts of yourself that you have rejected about yourself, this process can be very uncomfortable. Because it is here where even the Devil is redeemed. This can be called the process of purification. At this stage, this is the work.

So, this is a brief description of the process of salvation from a Neo-Sethian perspective.

Remember, this is a continual process. You are always interacting with both internal and external stimuli. This interaction creates new complexes and levels of growth which require the whole process again. But… the more you do it, the better at it you are. This is the work of Salvation.

There is more to it… But this should serve as an introduction to the Vocabulary and structure of Doing Gnosis.

Okay…

There are a few things to keep in mind as you embrace this process.

DO NOT moralize the process. If you moralize this process you will inevitably condemn your-self at some point during the process. This will reinforce the aspects of your soul that are unbalanced, and destructive. So, give yourself Grace…..

This process is not as difficult as it might sound. Give your-self grace, and get out of your own way. We have placed the ideas of enlightenment and Gnosis on a pedestal. We need to bring these ideas back down to earth. The process is natural. If we surrender to it, and support it, it will occur with a minimum of discomfort. The more we resist it, the more painful it is.

And finally, for most of this process you will not have peace of mind. Every stage of this process will disturb something within you. This discipline is designed to stir the waters of your soul. All those things that have settled will be brought to the surface. A lot of things that you have dealt with on one level, you will find yourself dealing with on a whole new level.

You will learn to compensate for the disturbance. But true peace of mind, will only come with the Holy Spirit.

Introduction

I didn’t come to Gnosticism looking for a new religion. I didn’t come to it wanting to find a lost or rejected school of Christianity. I didn’t come to it looking for God. I embraced Gnosticism because within it I found something that I didn’t even know I was looking for; a viable way to synthesize the religious complexes within me, and a usable way to process my continuing mystical life.

I have had a real, intimate, and personal relationship with God since I was a child. God was who I could turn to during the difficult years. I cried to God during the years of physical, sexual, and emotional abuse. And God was always there. Through dreams and visions, and in a myriad of other ways, God was always there.

My religious convictions have changed over time, but my relationship with God has only deepened. My concept of God has evolved with my maturity, but the relationship has been constant. I have loved and resented God. I have needed and tried to reject God. Through it all, God has always been there; constant, faithful, understanding.

I didn’t come to Gnosticism looking for something new. I found it when I needed a solution. My relationship with God had completely transcended religion. It was constant, beyond peak experiences, beyond the need for active cultivation. God was the ocean I swam in. I thought that my visions would stop. I thought that since I was living in the stream of the mystical life, I would no longer need a “structure” or “system” to process revelation and growth. But the visions did not stop. The need did not stop.

The nature of my experience was still primarily Christian, even though my relationship had long ago transcended those boundaries. I came to understand that this was the pattern of my soul. The Christian structure and system was so much a part of me that it was through this language that God and I communicated. But there were contents of this relationship and my experiences that (as far as I knew) had no basis in Christian myth or doctrine. Then I read the Secret Gospel of John, and Allogenes, and Zostrianos, and Marsanes. In them I found an echo and a mirror of my own visionary experiences.

I saw in them, from SGoJ through Marsanes a virtual guidebook of my own visionary evolution. I found in them an expanded Christian language that expressed my experiences which had transcended what I knew of Christianity. I found that as I processed these new scriptures, my communication with God became clearer. My ability to understand the nature and expression of my own relationship with God increased. My understanding of my own nature and programming also increased. Gnosticism gave me back my religion.

I have made many mistakes along the way. I have been hurt, and I have hurt others through these mistakes. I have learned from them, but I regret the pain that these lessons have caused. That is why I teach. That is why I am determined to be open and honest about my own relationship with God, and the mistakes I have made. There are people out there who struggle with their own evolving relationship with God. I know better than to assume that their experiences will mirror my own, but I also know how much easier my own path could have been if I had adequate tools to understand and process my own spiritual evolution.

I don’t expect that what I will teach will be a perfect fit for everyone. But I am hopeful that someone will have an easier time of it, than I did. So, I offer you my lessons. In the way that I believe is most useful to learn them. There are dangers on this road of self-knowledge and relationship with God. I hope to point some of them out to you, and help you avoid them.

You will not get a lot of theory about the historicity of Gnosticism or its validity as a religious path. I have no desire to mire my-self or my practice in the often vitriolic controversies surrounding the historic validity of this or that path. I am not concerned about reconstructing the practices or path of Classical Gnosticism. I don’t believe it is possible to do so. I am concerned with what works. The application of what I have found in the Nag Hamadi Library has worked well for me. The manner in which I interpret that content, and make it applicable is primarily what I am going to give to you.

We will begin with vocabulary.